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hypatia42Who thought this was a good idea? What are my job duties? Why am I constantly turned on?
Why can't I find another partner here? OKC scares me with all the crap I see people posting about having to put up with on there and then now they have a data mining issue and I just don't know if I am comfortable with that. PMM is less well known but you have to buy a membership to be able to email any of the people you see on there.
Getting out and trying new stuff seems like a great idea but even then, unless it is a group of poly people doing something, I feel disingenuous trying to meet people to date who aren't in this lifestyle already. Lord knows I am not up for training people.
I have magic I need to do. It scares me. And it is related to this. That scares me too. *sigh*
Why can't I find another partner here? OKC scares me with all the crap I see people posting about having to put up with on there and then now they have a data mining issue and I just don't know if I am comfortable with that. PMM is less well known but you have to buy a membership to be able to email any of the people you see on there.
Getting out and trying new stuff seems like a great idea but even then, unless it is a group of poly people doing something, I feel disingenuous trying to meet people to date who aren't in this lifestyle already. Lord knows I am not up for training people.
I have magic I need to do. It scares me. And it is related to this. That scares me too. *sigh*
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Date: 2016-05-16 09:44 pm (UTC)I hear you
Date: 2016-06-23 12:08 pm (UTC)It sounds, from over here, like the sort of scared that is useful. Motivating fear is way better than irrational fear or apathy, at least to me. I don't know that I have anything else useful, except a promise of touch next time I see you. :)
Re: I hear you
Date: 2016-06-30 03:03 am (UTC)