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hypatia42I am missing the sun pretty badly. I had a wake up call via a text message I wrote. I said I didn't care what I did on my upcoming trip, I didn't care about it. I looked at that and I realized that is really not me. I realized I have been sleeping more and not really doing much. I realized I have been waiting around for something to happen when really I need to make it happen.
-I moved my happy light from the buffet behind me to right next to the laptop. Its on during the day when I am sitting here. The directions say to turn it off when you start feeling jittery. That has yet to happen.
-I'm waking earlier, on purpose, to see if I can regulate the brain chemicals a bit better.
-I started tanning on Sunday. The euphoria is pretty amazing. Yeah, I should have done that a while back. I am calling it UV light therapy on FB so I can avoid all the cancer warnings and judgements. I'm saner and that is what counts.
-The Honey has started giving me my Vit D pill at night with my allergy meds. I think its helping.
I'm getting things done. That is a feat this time of year. Sales tax is put together and needs to be paid tonight. Expenses are entered and I think everything is ready to start the income tax filing process. I'm starting the process for working towards a Wellness Center for EE and I. I have finally taken my phone in and they agreed that its borked, new one on order. I started the process of filing a warranty claim on our bed, its foam is not right any longer.
Food:
I'm remembering food more often. Picking up something while I am on the road has gotten really difficult being off gluten(I want to put an umlaut on that word, just because). Shirtless has made this process slightly more challenging as he eats very few different things. Part of my relationship process is sharing food and drink, a feast of senses and fellowship. I can't really do that with him and its tweaking my brain. Missing my more exploratory partner. Not eating out as much has been good for the bank account and the exploration I am doing with food to make sure I and the Honey are well fed is a fun time mostly.
Its possible that I am sensitive to the traces of gluten left in vodka. I've always preferred better quality because of the headachy-ness that happens. I don't ever remember intestinal distress from it before but there is no other anomaly in my diet over the past week and there were definitely issues with something. The Honey suggested that I pay attention to that in the future and once I have a larger sample set I can make a decision on it.
TV:
GRIMM is a little heart wrenching right now in the same way that Lost Girl was the last time I watched it. Never did catch up with Lost Girl cause its not available thru the SyFy website and I haven't taken the time to find it elsewhere. I'm not sure if I will keep up with GRIMM either. If I am sitting there saying, "Why don't they just communicate honestly?" Course I had the same problem with NCIS:LA yesterday. Oh dear god it might have jumped the shark for me. *eyeroll* "These people are smart." Didn't they leave lights on at night in a supposedly abandoned building? That sure is smart.
Being:
I really want a good cup of coffee right now. I wish I lived closer to Sterling. I love that E spoiled me. I love spoiling others for lots of things. He has been my coffee guru from the start.
Body weight is slowly coming back down after months of not being able to move without pain. The redistribution of body fat after my surgery is really strange.
My hair needs to be lighter and I am not sure I can wait for the sun to do it.
Business:
We need a new office. Their accounting system is broken and they regularly lose things I consider important, like our signed lease... My schedule has picked up nicely since coming back from surgery. I have the bestest clients ever. I really do love my job.
-I moved my happy light from the buffet behind me to right next to the laptop. Its on during the day when I am sitting here. The directions say to turn it off when you start feeling jittery. That has yet to happen.
-I'm waking earlier, on purpose, to see if I can regulate the brain chemicals a bit better.
-I started tanning on Sunday. The euphoria is pretty amazing. Yeah, I should have done that a while back. I am calling it UV light therapy on FB so I can avoid all the cancer warnings and judgements. I'm saner and that is what counts.
-The Honey has started giving me my Vit D pill at night with my allergy meds. I think its helping.
I'm getting things done. That is a feat this time of year. Sales tax is put together and needs to be paid tonight. Expenses are entered and I think everything is ready to start the income tax filing process. I'm starting the process for working towards a Wellness Center for EE and I. I have finally taken my phone in and they agreed that its borked, new one on order. I started the process of filing a warranty claim on our bed, its foam is not right any longer.
Food:
I'm remembering food more often. Picking up something while I am on the road has gotten really difficult being off gluten(I want to put an umlaut on that word, just because). Shirtless has made this process slightly more challenging as he eats very few different things. Part of my relationship process is sharing food and drink, a feast of senses and fellowship. I can't really do that with him and its tweaking my brain. Missing my more exploratory partner. Not eating out as much has been good for the bank account and the exploration I am doing with food to make sure I and the Honey are well fed is a fun time mostly.
Its possible that I am sensitive to the traces of gluten left in vodka. I've always preferred better quality because of the headachy-ness that happens. I don't ever remember intestinal distress from it before but there is no other anomaly in my diet over the past week and there were definitely issues with something. The Honey suggested that I pay attention to that in the future and once I have a larger sample set I can make a decision on it.
TV:
GRIMM is a little heart wrenching right now in the same way that Lost Girl was the last time I watched it. Never did catch up with Lost Girl cause its not available thru the SyFy website and I haven't taken the time to find it elsewhere. I'm not sure if I will keep up with GRIMM either. If I am sitting there saying, "Why don't they just communicate honestly?" Course I had the same problem with NCIS:LA yesterday. Oh dear god it might have jumped the shark for me. *eyeroll* "These people are smart." Didn't they leave lights on at night in a supposedly abandoned building? That sure is smart.
Being:
I really want a good cup of coffee right now. I wish I lived closer to Sterling. I love that E spoiled me. I love spoiling others for lots of things. He has been my coffee guru from the start.
Body weight is slowly coming back down after months of not being able to move without pain. The redistribution of body fat after my surgery is really strange.
My hair needs to be lighter and I am not sure I can wait for the sun to do it.
Business:
We need a new office. Their accounting system is broken and they regularly lose things I consider important, like our signed lease... My schedule has picked up nicely since coming back from surgery. I have the bestest clients ever. I really do love my job.
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Date: 2013-02-02 07:28 pm (UTC)