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May. 11th, 2011 02:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hypatia42Its after . Why am I still up? Circular thoughts. An old psychologist called them ruminant and said they were classic ADD Sx. I dunno. All I can tell you is that sometimes they are damn hard to circumvent.
The storms made the evening interesting. At least it has cooled off now that it is night. 80 degrees in here earlier. Blech.
Insecurity in partners or their partners. Its not something I want to experience again. Making me wary. I don't particularly like insecurity. I've battled that demon and decided it wasn't for me. It was a choice I made. I walked away from it and the poison it brought into my life and the lives of those I loved. Compassion is one thing. Crippling my life is another.
No matter how nice some poisons are, they are still poisons. No matter how comfortable they are still bad for you. Revelation of the day, or rather night.
Dream sweet world. A new day dawns soon and it will challenge you in ways you cannot imagine. Are you ready?
The storms made the evening interesting. At least it has cooled off now that it is night. 80 degrees in here earlier. Blech.
Insecurity in partners or their partners. Its not something I want to experience again. Making me wary. I don't particularly like insecurity. I've battled that demon and decided it wasn't for me. It was a choice I made. I walked away from it and the poison it brought into my life and the lives of those I loved. Compassion is one thing. Crippling my life is another.
No matter how nice some poisons are, they are still poisons. No matter how comfortable they are still bad for you. Revelation of the day, or rather night.
Dream sweet world. A new day dawns soon and it will challenge you in ways you cannot imagine. Are you ready?