Monday thoughts
Mar. 28th, 2011 10:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hypatia42Its Monday again. The Honey is gone again. 3 out of 5 weeks this month. Before you start getting all, "Oh poor Amy," its been a long time since he's been gone this much in so close a time.
Still coughing. Sleeping for shit because of it. Wishing I could get angry and beat something up because of this but it wouldn't do any good, I would still be sick only more tired.
Listened to someone describe her husband's Sx prior to his Dx of a mild form of MS and I now understand why so many people wanted me to get checked out. The scary thing is that even with fabulous imaging they often don't catch early and mild cases cause it is just too hard to see the damage. I did manage to describe what MS is to Miss Mouse's oldest. I like that I can help other people understand what is going on in their bodies.
Looking at my travel plans and realizing that I am not excited about FSG. I am happy that I get to see a subset of people but overall I am not getting what I want out of the festival anymore. The fire circle energy is sapped. Its been years of too hot for Amy to be functional during the day. I am scheduled to go to a fire event the weekend before FSG and I have a couple of CONs to go to several weeks after. I will go and it will be fine but I think this may be a make it of break it year for me as far as FSG goes.
Business and recovery continue to progress together. This is another issue that I wish I could beat with a baseball bat. I was doing so well. *sigh* And I will again. I just need to make it through this time of balance between working to get better and working to pay my bills. I wish I didn't have to chose between the two so often.
Nap time. At least the days of debilitating pain are fewer.
Still coughing. Sleeping for shit because of it. Wishing I could get angry and beat something up because of this but it wouldn't do any good, I would still be sick only more tired.
Listened to someone describe her husband's Sx prior to his Dx of a mild form of MS and I now understand why so many people wanted me to get checked out. The scary thing is that even with fabulous imaging they often don't catch early and mild cases cause it is just too hard to see the damage. I did manage to describe what MS is to Miss Mouse's oldest. I like that I can help other people understand what is going on in their bodies.
Looking at my travel plans and realizing that I am not excited about FSG. I am happy that I get to see a subset of people but overall I am not getting what I want out of the festival anymore. The fire circle energy is sapped. Its been years of too hot for Amy to be functional during the day. I am scheduled to go to a fire event the weekend before FSG and I have a couple of CONs to go to several weeks after. I will go and it will be fine but I think this may be a make it of break it year for me as far as FSG goes.
Business and recovery continue to progress together. This is another issue that I wish I could beat with a baseball bat. I was doing so well. *sigh* And I will again. I just need to make it through this time of balance between working to get better and working to pay my bills. I wish I didn't have to chose between the two so often.
Nap time. At least the days of debilitating pain are fewer.