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Mar. 13th, 2011 04:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have a rather overactive brain. A psychologist once told me that ruminant thought patterns are a classic symptom of ADD. Ok. Whatever. Symptom and solution were not things he had han in hand. Lacking any useful information on how to deal with he situation at hand I left him to his research and continued making my own way thru the muddled maze that is my brain.
Reading can be beneficial. Tends to short circuit the circles of thought. Not helpin tonight. Doing a crossword with the Honey would work but he's kinda busy. Yes, busy at 4am.
Having done what I know how to do to help myself and had it not work well I ask for help. In prayer I sit and talk to my mother. With my head in her lap I ask that she remind me that having feelings and communicating them in not a bad thing. I ask that she help me navigate the paths ahead with grace and tact. Apparently love and regard have not been enough and I feel I am floundering. Mother help me. I float in quicksand and though I may not drown, I will surely starve.
*gentle stroking of hair* sleep little one. I will watch over you. Peace.
Reading can be beneficial. Tends to short circuit the circles of thought. Not helpin tonight. Doing a crossword with the Honey would work but he's kinda busy. Yes, busy at 4am.
Having done what I know how to do to help myself and had it not work well I ask for help. In prayer I sit and talk to my mother. With my head in her lap I ask that she remind me that having feelings and communicating them in not a bad thing. I ask that she help me navigate the paths ahead with grace and tact. Apparently love and regard have not been enough and I feel I am floundering. Mother help me. I float in quicksand and though I may not drown, I will surely starve.
*gentle stroking of hair* sleep little one. I will watch over you. Peace.