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[hypatia42]

I have had in interesting series of events happen. Last week I was so exhausted all I could do was cry and hope that I got to go to sleep. I did way too much massage for my physical and mental well being. Working on the solution to that one. I had a decent weekend. People over. Ritual. Talking with friends. It was good. Tiring but good. I have had a rather unsettling couple of days now. Its starting to feel like Thursday instead of Monday night. I might've slept well 1 out of the last 5 days. That one night was aided by valerian. Last night I barely slept at all. Tonight, I sit here at not quite 12:30 am and I wonder. Well, lets just say I wonder about a lot of things.

Points of work that have been a constant theme throughout my life are communication, honesty and trust. Those are my meta rules(thank you dawningday for introducing me to that concept). I have several other specific rules in my relationships and how I deal with the world in general. But underlying them all is communication, honesty and trust. Any one broken can be worked around. I find it hard to come back from all three broken.

My Lady is good at working with me. She loves me. Through all of my troubles She stands beside me and supports me. I love Her. Teacher, love, beloved, friend, confidant, so many things to me. Thank you. You tell me I have strength. Part of that comes from knowing You are with me.

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