Physical update.

[hypatia42]

Feeling out of balance. As I usually do when I'm in pain. I get very tired, incapable of dealing well with other's needs, and its hard to be anything but polite. I feel like sometimes I don't even manage that. I just want to be touched really. Reminded where my skin is and that is knows something other than pain. I need another weekend of sleeping through it. I'm not likely to get that until weeks from now though.

I stayed home from school Wed due to extreme pain. Could barely walk kind of pain. I think that is why I'm so tired. Body is just worn out from dealing with it. Went to see Dr Bob and he did ultrasound on me. That helped some. I can walk now. He also told me that my insurance has switched companies that handle their cases and they are likely to prevent me from continuing care like I have been. Joy of joys. I find something that does help and thats messed with too. Knowing both the provider side and the patient side now, I can confidently say that insurance sucks.

Class is still hard and tiring to take the work. My classmates are largely terrified to work on me. They are all remarkably gentle with me, sometimes to the point of not really being able make any change at all... Doing the work is consistently easy for me.

Comments

[starwyse.livejournal.com]

These are the days I wish I could be near enough to work on you.

S~

[hypatia42.livejournal.com]

I tried to schedule a massage. But I couldn't get a hold of the gal I usually go see. Did the next best thing in my book of secrets. :)

I wish you were close enough to work on me too. For reasons not only involving you working on me. *smooch*

[starwyse.livejournal.com]

So much love for you...

S~

[hypatia42.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'll take all I can get.

Love for you too. Take care of yourself.

[starwyse.livejournal.com]

Doing the best I can!!

S~