Grief

[hypatia42]

Heartsore. It hasn't been this bad in a while. Two weeks down, three more to go. I think I have been living in a fog for a while. I miss him when he's gone. He's not been present when he's been at home recently. That may be getting better. *sob* Why do I let myself get this way? Why stay up? Surely sleep would have claimed me by now.

I know, I know. Hormones are making this worse than it is. I don't even want sex. I want to be touched and held. Surrounded by warmth and love. I'm scared that when school starts it will get even worse. Only then I'll have things to make me busy too.

"Sleep you idiot. Don't get out of bed until late. Take the muscle relaxer so you won't be in screaming pain. Turn out the lights and let your damn cat comfort you like she's been trying to all night long."

Comments

[castalusoria.livejournal.com]

Don't forget to breathe. Close your eyes, put your feet in the grass (or dirt, or on the concrete), and just breathe. Feel the breeze on your skin and the sun in your hair. Pull energy from the ground up through your feet as you breathe out, and let it mix around inside your body as you breathe in. (Yes, that sounds backwards, but it's not!)

[dragonflycai.livejournal.com]

*hugs*