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Dreaming last night. Woke up with thoughts of Math, son of Mathonwy(sp?). I think I have finally made peace with Gwydion. Tokk me a while and the loving help of a dear friend but I did it. It was all me and I know it, I needed to make peace with my past. But Math showing up in my dreams? I feel like I connected well with him when I was reading their stories. The kind of guy that I could lay my head on his knee. Mostly I'm reaching out and holding others. Its nice to feel the hand on my head, just resting and trusting.
This weekend has been long. I am tired. The Honey ran off on an errand as I sit in front of the computer chatting. Leaving in the morning. Headed home for two more weeks of work then FSG. The Honey will be home this week. Going to have to get as much done as possible this week cause he'll be gone next week and it is already busy.
Remebering on Wed. Should be interesting. This has been bringing up thoughts of my family ancestry. I know my mother's side has Cherokee. I hear them occasionally. Less to hear from the Scotch/Irish, other than bickering of course. Close family is almost non-existant. I have a very small family and very few of them have died. The only one of them that has stuck around to say anything is my Grandaddy and he doesn't belive he has the right to say anything at all. How horrible would that be? I don't even know what to do for him. He was the closest to the Cherokee. I do know that.
Met a lovely lady this weekend who thinks the Honey is cute. He is. Got reacquanted with an old friend. The same one who helped me with Gwydion in fact. Said goodbye to a good friend and smooched with my wife. Met
fairgoldberry finally and a wonderful experience that was. Danced around the fire, walked in the rain, listened to the woods, and realized that I have yet again let playing slip away in the busyness of life.
I must go eat now. The "canned" food that the Honey's family serves is not something I can really eat. I was able to get past that and socailize today. Or I think I did, I was mostly asleep at the time.
This weekend has been long. I am tired. The Honey ran off on an errand as I sit in front of the computer chatting. Leaving in the morning. Headed home for two more weeks of work then FSG. The Honey will be home this week. Going to have to get as much done as possible this week cause he'll be gone next week and it is already busy.
Remebering on Wed. Should be interesting. This has been bringing up thoughts of my family ancestry. I know my mother's side has Cherokee. I hear them occasionally. Less to hear from the Scotch/Irish, other than bickering of course. Close family is almost non-existant. I have a very small family and very few of them have died. The only one of them that has stuck around to say anything is my Grandaddy and he doesn't belive he has the right to say anything at all. How horrible would that be? I don't even know what to do for him. He was the closest to the Cherokee. I do know that.
Met a lovely lady this weekend who thinks the Honey is cute. He is. Got reacquanted with an old friend. The same one who helped me with Gwydion in fact. Said goodbye to a good friend and smooched with my wife. Met
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I must go eat now. The "canned" food that the Honey's family serves is not something I can really eat. I was able to get past that and socailize today. Or I think I did, I was mostly asleep at the time.
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