Sanity forecast
May. 16th, 2007 04:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hypatia42I have three weeks left of my job. At least two of those weeks the Honey will be out of town. Smack in the middle of that time I have an extended weekend in KC that is booked to time increments that I do not enjoy thinking about. PIC has been insanely busy lately. My last day will likely be one of the longest recorded for me. And, today I was told that I must refrain from the one activity that allows me to diffuse the frustration of being in a place that is all wrong for me now.
Lacking caffine in my system I cannot do this job as well as I could with it. I am finding that I have to stop and clear my brain frequently. Today, not on the internet I found myself sitting staring off into space. This behavior I remember from childhood(as opposed to the fidgeting). With no one thing to focus on and nothing to let pressure off of that valve, my brain shuts down.
So the next three weeks look to be a blazing hell of an ending to this job, incresing in unpleasantness as we get closer to the finale of the final hell day.
My feelings on this? I don't want to. I don't know that it is really worth it at this point. Only my responsibility level is keeping me sitting in that chair. That responsibility will be leaking out my ears soon.
Lacking caffine in my system I cannot do this job as well as I could with it. I am finding that I have to stop and clear my brain frequently. Today, not on the internet I found myself sitting staring off into space. This behavior I remember from childhood(as opposed to the fidgeting). With no one thing to focus on and nothing to let pressure off of that valve, my brain shuts down.
So the next three weeks look to be a blazing hell of an ending to this job, incresing in unpleasantness as we get closer to the finale of the final hell day.
My feelings on this? I don't want to. I don't know that it is really worth it at this point. Only my responsibility level is keeping me sitting in that chair. That responsibility will be leaking out my ears soon.