Train of thought
May. 7th, 2007 11:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hypatia42Rolling through the day. He heh, apparently rolling is a euphemism for someone on E. That I am not. I am at work. Which I am aware does not get in some people's way. I am not likely to "roll" under any circumstance much less while working.
Had to bump up the energy level of the music in the office after lunch. The Power by SNAP! is on at the moment.
According to Snapple, "Real Fact" #361 says that the pineapple is a very big berry. Lots of "Real Facts" are available to you to at the Snapple website. Real opinion, the Snapple Asian Pear Green Tea is good.
*aside* I like kids. I even like babies. I do not want my own. That feeling may change. I am not foolhardy enough to make a hard and fast statement like "never" or the something similar. Still the feeling is what it is right now. I feel like I had to come to grips with a lot of things before I could be okay with the truth of this statement. I'm not afraid of being a mother anymore. I know my needs as they stand right now, I'm getting better at taking care of myself all the time, thus being a parent would be healthier for me than it would have been several years ago. I just don't want children in my life in that way. ---this aside brought to you by a 4 year old named Connell---
Financials bother me. Its not so bad when I am in on it from the beginning but when I have to step in and decipher what someone else has done, with a system I am not fully familiar with, try to figure out what went wrong, and then fix it in a timely(read immediate) manner I get a little *buzzy* or maybe fuzzy. Imagine an irritated bee. I know I am capable of dealing with the raw info. I just don't have enough of the specifics to deal properly.
Dr likes to keep it seriously cold in the office. This makes working here problematic in the warmer temps of not winter. Many more layers are necessary. Stuffing everything but the bottom layer in the backpack on the way home so I don't roast happens frequently. There are only so many layer things I own that I can wear to work. Soon, this will no longer be an issue.
My weekend at Mount Olympus. Heehee. I went on rollie coasters and go-carts. Water slides and floatie things. I had fun. The Cyclpos was the most entertaining of roller coasters open. Wanted to try Hades cause it went into the "underworld" meaning under the parking lot of the amusement park but it wasn't open yet. One of the guys running the Pegasus was seriously hawt. *sigh* or rather ~flutter~ The Honey was amused at me. He doesn't appreciate pretty men the way I do pretty women though, hence the amusement.
A practice member has decided that the weather is teasing us here and it should go ahead and rain.
I got sun in WI. Not a whole lot but it was out for a while both days we were there. Belief and a little prayer. I really needed the sun. I needed several more days too but that was not to be. I'll have to wait until June to get that.
Ace of Base- the Sign. This mix disk is a riot. Also, I don't know of any other doctor's office that will play this sort of music.
I HATE dealing with insurance companies. *sigh* They are not set up to actually care about any of their members or their health. More and more I am feeling like we need less doctors and more healers. Yes, doctors are important. But so is healing.
It is likely that I have wasted enough time pouring this into my journal. Even my divine support is done with me being here. Got that msg loud and clear this morning. Especially in matters of money, where they are notoriously not caring, it is hard and scary to take that step into the dark and trust that the ground will be there or I will "be taught to fly" I think that this is hardest for me because it is not just my life I am stepping into the unknown with. In some ways the Honey is far more adventurous than I, and then its the other way around.
Had to bump up the energy level of the music in the office after lunch. The Power by SNAP! is on at the moment.
According to Snapple, "Real Fact" #361 says that the pineapple is a very big berry. Lots of "Real Facts" are available to you to at the Snapple website. Real opinion, the Snapple Asian Pear Green Tea is good.
*aside* I like kids. I even like babies. I do not want my own. That feeling may change. I am not foolhardy enough to make a hard and fast statement like "never" or the something similar. Still the feeling is what it is right now. I feel like I had to come to grips with a lot of things before I could be okay with the truth of this statement. I'm not afraid of being a mother anymore. I know my needs as they stand right now, I'm getting better at taking care of myself all the time, thus being a parent would be healthier for me than it would have been several years ago. I just don't want children in my life in that way. ---this aside brought to you by a 4 year old named Connell---
Financials bother me. Its not so bad when I am in on it from the beginning but when I have to step in and decipher what someone else has done, with a system I am not fully familiar with, try to figure out what went wrong, and then fix it in a timely(read immediate) manner I get a little *buzzy* or maybe fuzzy. Imagine an irritated bee. I know I am capable of dealing with the raw info. I just don't have enough of the specifics to deal properly.
Dr likes to keep it seriously cold in the office. This makes working here problematic in the warmer temps of not winter. Many more layers are necessary. Stuffing everything but the bottom layer in the backpack on the way home so I don't roast happens frequently. There are only so many layer things I own that I can wear to work. Soon, this will no longer be an issue.
My weekend at Mount Olympus. Heehee. I went on rollie coasters and go-carts. Water slides and floatie things. I had fun. The Cyclpos was the most entertaining of roller coasters open. Wanted to try Hades cause it went into the "underworld" meaning under the parking lot of the amusement park but it wasn't open yet. One of the guys running the Pegasus was seriously hawt. *sigh* or rather ~flutter~ The Honey was amused at me. He doesn't appreciate pretty men the way I do pretty women though, hence the amusement.
A practice member has decided that the weather is teasing us here and it should go ahead and rain.
I got sun in WI. Not a whole lot but it was out for a while both days we were there. Belief and a little prayer. I really needed the sun. I needed several more days too but that was not to be. I'll have to wait until June to get that.
Ace of Base- the Sign. This mix disk is a riot. Also, I don't know of any other doctor's office that will play this sort of music.
I HATE dealing with insurance companies. *sigh* They are not set up to actually care about any of their members or their health. More and more I am feeling like we need less doctors and more healers. Yes, doctors are important. But so is healing.
It is likely that I have wasted enough time pouring this into my journal. Even my divine support is done with me being here. Got that msg loud and clear this morning. Especially in matters of money, where they are notoriously not caring, it is hard and scary to take that step into the dark and trust that the ground will be there or I will "be taught to fly" I think that this is hardest for me because it is not just my life I am stepping into the unknown with. In some ways the Honey is far more adventurous than I, and then its the other way around.