continuing to unfold epiphany

Part one was I am supremely secure in my relationships. Not always in my self image but when it comes to the people I am intimately connected to I rarely have issues. The closer you are to me the easier it is for me to say to you, "Go get what you need. I trust that you will not break trust with me. I do not fear you will never return."

Part two. I don't have guilt about pleasure. Pleasure doesn't inherently involve sex. I don't feel like I have to earn pleasure. I Know that pleasure is something I can have no matter what anyone else thinks.

This means I don't have guilty pleasures. This means I don't care what people think about what I wear so long as I am happy with it. This means I will wear bells and glitter and be thrilled at the feeling and have no problems with the fact that other people run and hide from that.

I'm a large woman with a strong personality. These things together with the security and confidence I carry myself with can be in intimidating package! Huh...

I am also caring, loving, funny, and generally easy to get to know. I can see where the intimidating would get in the way of seeing the other things. I really just want to love people though.