small things

my personal mental landscape got bad enough that I was using an email I didn't know how to respond to to avoid writing another email that I didn't wanna write. I got them both written.

Tanning yesterday was really helpful. DrS reminded me that I need to be taking my Vit D all year round. After two doses and going tanning I can say I think she is right. I'm thinking better and feeling better about the world. *see above about actually dealing with emails

Weight Watchers is going well. I'm remembering to eat more often. This is important since it is new. Down 3.2 lbs in two weeks. Looking at the weekend coming I think I need a lot more activity points.

I want a pedicure. A manicure would be nice too but I really want a pedicure.

epiphany in progress

"I don't know why I am weird. I like seeing my partners happy with other people. I like seeing physical affection between them. It makes me happy.

I am pretty secure in their affections tho

that might be it

huh"