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stress levels
Oct. 28th, 2012 12:47 pmI haven't really been able to think since Monday. Part of that is physical; pain, cramping, allergies. Part of it is mental too.
I substituted a word from the one I was looking for in conversation today. I haven't done that in a while. I guess its a good thing that the surgery is so close. Something tells me that this is only going to get worse over the next week and a half.
Talk about a rite of passage. I was talking to my student recently and mentioned this process will be good. It will be hard but it will be good. Kind of like Neophyte was for me. Father Bliss said he figured out that he was waiting for my surgery as my last piece to fall into place. I will get this done and I will recover and I will stop switching words again and I will be a much healthier person. It will require the full support of my community for me to heal in optimal ways. And that is also good.
<3
I substituted a word from the one I was looking for in conversation today. I haven't done that in a while. I guess its a good thing that the surgery is so close. Something tells me that this is only going to get worse over the next week and a half.
Talk about a rite of passage. I was talking to my student recently and mentioned this process will be good. It will be hard but it will be good. Kind of like Neophyte was for me. Father Bliss said he figured out that he was waiting for my surgery as my last piece to fall into place. I will get this done and I will recover and I will stop switching words again and I will be a much healthier person. It will require the full support of my community for me to heal in optimal ways. And that is also good.
<3