Honesty Post

I'd really like to crawl back into bed and cry. I'd like to be held while I cry. I'm at school getting ready for my day though.

I drink caffeine to get myself through these times. I wish there hadn't been so many of them lately. I also use it as a buffer to keep people from recognizing the light they see in me. It helps me to muffle that. Coping skills...

Observations from class

Interacting as a leader requires that others interface with my energy. I don't like letting people do that given how messy it can be. I do not trust that most people can interface with my energy well. One major reason I don't like being put in leadership roles despite being a dominant personality.