ridiculousness...move along
Aug. 2nd, 2012 12:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hypatia42Why in the name of anything you may or may not find holy am I still awake? Y'know, other than that whole insatiably horny part. So much so that getting myself off isn't helping and really, having sex is a bad idea(see previous post).
Oh right! Its that time of year when being awake during the day sucks ass cause its so hot and therefore you must be awake at night... I can't win for losing here. I feel like fire of fire is kicking my ass and I'm not even halfway through it. I keep falling in love! What the hell?!?
I really disturbed a friend today my describing this feeling as either wanting to sit on a porch with someone drinking coffee and talking about the whole world or lick the folds of their brain so I know how it works the way it does. I am aware that this is disturbing. I haven't actually done it. Nor have I told any of the people that I have been motivated to do this to that I have the strange desire. I'm happy with the coffee option. I even have really good coffee. :)
I could drug myself into insensibility and I likely will soon if I can't fall asleep. Its a weird place to be in my head knowing that I could go have coffee with someone tomorrow and just kiss them for the hell of it. I know that those sort of decisions have ramifications outside of certain preset conditions and thus I probably won't. I married one guy I did that to. Its remarkable what can happen in your life when you are brave enough to ask for what you want. Sometimes it runs away with you. Sometimes that is exactly what is called for.
I don't have nearly enough of the Terry Pratchett novels. I have read them all I think. Save the most recent one that I think just came out. Still, I want to reread them before next year and I have a feeling that there is more wisdom in them for me. I am specifically being called to the faery and vampire ones. I really liked how the vampire one ended. I think I could cosplay Susan fairly well. I like the idea of Adora Bella Dearheart but I think she would chafe as a character after a while because I am nowhere near as cynical as she is. Even if she is all soft and gooey somewhere in the middle. Susan I've got though.
There is something physically very wrong with me and I just don't know what it is. *sigh* I think I am scared. That might be why I am awake. That might also be why I'm so horny...hmm, well that is something I can do something about.
Night all.
Oh right! Its that time of year when being awake during the day sucks ass cause its so hot and therefore you must be awake at night... I can't win for losing here. I feel like fire of fire is kicking my ass and I'm not even halfway through it. I keep falling in love! What the hell?!?
I really disturbed a friend today my describing this feeling as either wanting to sit on a porch with someone drinking coffee and talking about the whole world or lick the folds of their brain so I know how it works the way it does. I am aware that this is disturbing. I haven't actually done it. Nor have I told any of the people that I have been motivated to do this to that I have the strange desire. I'm happy with the coffee option. I even have really good coffee. :)
I could drug myself into insensibility and I likely will soon if I can't fall asleep. Its a weird place to be in my head knowing that I could go have coffee with someone tomorrow and just kiss them for the hell of it. I know that those sort of decisions have ramifications outside of certain preset conditions and thus I probably won't. I married one guy I did that to. Its remarkable what can happen in your life when you are brave enough to ask for what you want. Sometimes it runs away with you. Sometimes that is exactly what is called for.
I don't have nearly enough of the Terry Pratchett novels. I have read them all I think. Save the most recent one that I think just came out. Still, I want to reread them before next year and I have a feeling that there is more wisdom in them for me. I am specifically being called to the faery and vampire ones. I really liked how the vampire one ended. I think I could cosplay Susan fairly well. I like the idea of Adora Bella Dearheart but I think she would chafe as a character after a while because I am nowhere near as cynical as she is. Even if she is all soft and gooey somewhere in the middle. Susan I've got though.
There is something physically very wrong with me and I just don't know what it is. *sigh* I think I am scared. That might be why I am awake. That might also be why I'm so horny...hmm, well that is something I can do something about.
Night all.