sitting with myself
Jan. 3rd, 2011 11:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hypatia42realizing my need to release expectation in many situations. I cannot change other's decisions. I cannot force anyone to take care of themselves. I cannot make anyone do the right thing.
realizing I need to accept the fact that other's decisions/issues/crazy will effect my life even though I have no control over it. My only other option is to cut all of them out of my life. That is the choice option I have. I can remove myself or I can accept that it will continue to hurt me.
I feel like my open heart is a bit of a liability right now.
Oh by the way. You out there. You are a worthwhile human being just by being. Your worth is not measured by how much you can do for others, or the number of things you can get done in a day. Neither is it measured by how much others value you, that is immaterial. You are valuable just by being. Believe it.
...Yes mom.
realizing I need to accept the fact that other's decisions/issues/crazy will effect my life even though I have no control over it. My only other option is to cut all of them out of my life. That is the choice option I have. I can remove myself or I can accept that it will continue to hurt me.
I feel like my open heart is a bit of a liability right now.
Oh by the way. You out there. You are a worthwhile human being just by being. Your worth is not measured by how much you can do for others, or the number of things you can get done in a day. Neither is it measured by how much others value you, that is immaterial. You are valuable just by being. Believe it.
...Yes mom.