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[hypatia42]

lovika27 asked me, while we were at the pub last night, if I had a date tonight. That simple question made me think about how much I would have liked to have a date tonight. The rest of the evening was melancholy.

I'm very tired. I haven't had any caffeine in about a week. I will likely change that today. I am so beat. Body still hurts and mind is worn out. I'm a little worried about how much I've been wanting to sleep lately. Exhausted at 10 last night after a two hour nap yesterday afternoon? I just don't know.

Empath moment; Ever been around a person that all you can get from them is their pain? It is hard to feel that and not reach out. It is hard for them to be functional with anyone reaching out. I feel very motherly/therapist like towards this person. This is the opposite of what this person wants me to feel... Not sure what to do about this situation other than continue communicating.