Fucking sorrow

Last night in KC. Largely wrapped up in family obligations save for a brief break for ConQuest. Tonight I am fighting the urge to cry because of how fucked up everything is. The Honey's brother is a trainwreck with 5 kids and one grandkid. I want to slap the shit out of him and take them all away until he has learned how to take care of himself and others.

Started singing Into The West tonight completely out of the blue and then couldn't help but cry. Going to FSG is going to be difficult. More crying will happen.

Staying at my inlaws place is really difficult. It so often feels like pain and sadness. This blows.