Continued thoughts on Dionysus and...

"The amazing synthesis of refinement and barely harnessed wild." was the sentence I came up with a week or so ago I think. He's always been there for me. He's always been straight with me. Embracing the experience of ecstasy fully and realizing that the pain must be as fully experienced to be able to do so at all.

Being in pain for me is like having fair skin. Its something that I live in and I have to pay attention to and have to take care of. It limits some things that I can do but it does not define who I am. I like being able to say this.

I have a client with two children who have chronic auto-immune disorders. I applaud her for allowing them to honor their limits while still encouraging them to expand as they are able. The things she goes through to make sure that her children will grow up to believe in themselves rather than think they are lazy or not worth living or or or... I have a lot of admiration for her.

I made a promise a while back that I need to get to work on. I've been letting it percolate for a while and I think it is action time. I will be working more with Aphrodite and Dionysus but I will also be talking to Freya cause I said I would figure that out. Family is family and all.

Change is on the wind. No clue how things will turn out but I believe that they will be for the greater good. A realistic optimist with faith, that's me.

I didn't go dancing tonight. I could have but the evening went about as unplanned as possible. I figured sitting and chillin would be a better idea than trying to get out. And I'm tired. I don't have anything to do tomorrow so it will be a chilling and resting kind of day.