unknowns

well, the place I sent my info and check to cashed the check. I await my affidavit of publication.

I didn't know that affidavit had two "f"s in it. Well, man, all your esses look like effs!

when will the man with the traps come back and catch the new demolition crew chewing my house apart? Must remember to call him.

when will my lawyer get things moving with regards to the case that just got much more complicated? Must remember to call him too.

will my landlord ever step up and make sure that the place is taken care of? While this is an unknown, I think it safe to say no given previous evidence.

Tomorrow? This weekend? This year? The rest of my life? Unknown. Usually I am comforted by this. Not today.

Sitting in uncertainty. Knowing that the unknowable will reveal itself in due time. My ability to maintain myself in a place of peace regarding this ebbs and flows. W is right. Time for big water. Will need to sob into it in short order.

Back to work.