Sitting with it

Discovered something this morning that I need to deal with internally. I've been bubbling something internally and realized that its bothering me because I have moved beyond this lesson. Everone should be able to just get it because I already have right? Self confidence, self advocation, self love, acceptance. Of course you should be able to get it because the answer is right there. *sad face* It doesn't really work that way.

A love of mine described getting over depression by deciding it needed to happen. No one can give you that kind of information. You have to come to it on your own.

You are worthy, you are worth it, you deserve it.

Things

Birthday present assembled. I need to figure out how to wrap it.

The Honey has promised to go to Borders this weekend after he gets home and buy me a book. Laurel K Hamilton has a new book out. Has since Dec. I've been a bit out of the country.

Ballroom dancing for the first time was a blast last night. I will be going back. I don't think the novelty of having guys ask me if I want to dance will ever wear off. Its remarkable. At one point I demurred and the guy said, "Come on. You'll do fine." And I did.

Roller skating failed yesterday for me but everyone had a good time. It did make me want to go ice skating though.

I've a few slots left for massage left this week. You want in?

( to do list cut cause its for me )

cause Bounty says so

"A while back, we had Brain Weasel stomping day. A day to randomly show up in people's LJ posts, on FB, on Twitter, wherever you want, and tell people happy things about why you like them, to remind people of their own value to others, and just, generally, to help people feel good about themselves. There's a lot of negativity going around, and thusly, I declare Wednesday the next Brain Weasel Stomping Day.

So, on Wednesday, February 24, find your way of telling people you like, love, or just people that seem cool, good things about themselves, to remind them that they're cared about. We could all use a healthy removal of those damn brain weasels. So Sayeth the Bounty."

daily roundup

I got paid. This is definitely a good thing. I like my job.

Things got done; I cleaned old wine bottles for storing finished cordials. I finally sugared the experiment of comparing whiskey to vodka in a coffee cordial. I sugared the Apple Jacks cordial and bottled it. I did a load of laundry. I did the dishes. I made plans for making dinner for friends tomorrow night. I got some of the paperwork I need to do done.

Things got undone; I ate way too much junk food today. My bed is a wreck. More dishes were made.

*sigh* I think I have a decent balance sheet on the day. We'll see how I feel tomorrow. I will likely regret the junk food. Tomorrow I plan on going to the gym. Tonight though, I have to manage to get to sleep alone. Reading is a bad plan.