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Nov. 4th, 2009 10:55 pmI have dried apples. I may need to make more of them. They are made of awesome... and apples. Freeze dried mangos are not made of awesome.
I have proto shelves in my office. This Sat they will grow up into full sized real shelves with the addition of energy in the form of two males. I like this. Part of me wishes I could be there to witness. Part of me knows that it would drive me insane on multiple levels. The rest of me is glad I will be getting paid to be at work. Mmmm, getting paid.
There's a misguided guy been annoying me on facebook. He's acting like he wants me to like him, only in that 12 year old way that some guys never get over. Yelch. I wanna smack him upside the head and tell him that this is the root of his women problems but I don't really feel like that is a good thing to do.
I don't like to gloat. L was saying earlier that I ought to reply to someone, "Yeah and I get to take him home." Re: him. That just feels icky to me. I don't like rubbing things in people's faces. Especially when they can't have 'X' thing. Personal insight.
I don't dissect things to enjoy them. I don't wonder about things, I sit in wonder at things. Life is simpler here. I like it.
My rib finally moved. Yay Chiro! 30 minutes later it moved back... still progress.
Tomorrow morning I get a massage. I should maybe shave first. The Honey is worried I've gone European I think.
I crashed at 2:45 today and didn't wake til 5:30. This worries me a little. We'll see what happens. I did go to the gym so its just possible I was out of energy and needed a recharge.
I tried. I made plans. *sigh* Its hard to make plans with someone when you don't know when they will be home or if they will be fried when they get there. Dealing with the present. Still disappointed. L just wanted to hug me and didn't have a whole lot to say. In connecting with someone long distance, words are close to all you've got. That and the connection inherent to the word connecting. Maybe I'm tired and need to crash again.
I saw a pic of someone in my trad that I had never seen before. Quite compelling. Either we should never meet(did you see the very short series the Others? It had two characters that couldn't touch without causing explosions, like that), or it'd remarkably magnetic. I am enough of a sadistic shit to want to know which it is.
*My post about how easy the Honey is... well, he is easy. We've had 14 years to work on that together. Thats a lot of time. He's a very practical bean. That helps too. I'm not easy. He just knows how to navigate better than anybody else. Do you find me confusing? Ask him. He might be able to help. He might just say "wtf is your problem? Leave her alone and let her figure it out." He probably thinks the latter is the former btw. Just sayin. I love him for a reason. Bunches and bunches of them actually.*
Good night world. "Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep, because my dreams are bursting at the seams." Owl City, Fireflies
I have proto shelves in my office. This Sat they will grow up into full sized real shelves with the addition of energy in the form of two males. I like this. Part of me wishes I could be there to witness. Part of me knows that it would drive me insane on multiple levels. The rest of me is glad I will be getting paid to be at work. Mmmm, getting paid.
There's a misguided guy been annoying me on facebook. He's acting like he wants me to like him, only in that 12 year old way that some guys never get over. Yelch. I wanna smack him upside the head and tell him that this is the root of his women problems but I don't really feel like that is a good thing to do.
I don't like to gloat. L was saying earlier that I ought to reply to someone, "Yeah and I get to take him home." Re: him. That just feels icky to me. I don't like rubbing things in people's faces. Especially when they can't have 'X' thing. Personal insight.
I don't dissect things to enjoy them. I don't wonder about things, I sit in wonder at things. Life is simpler here. I like it.
My rib finally moved. Yay Chiro! 30 minutes later it moved back... still progress.
Tomorrow morning I get a massage. I should maybe shave first. The Honey is worried I've gone European I think.
I crashed at 2:45 today and didn't wake til 5:30. This worries me a little. We'll see what happens. I did go to the gym so its just possible I was out of energy and needed a recharge.
I tried. I made plans. *sigh* Its hard to make plans with someone when you don't know when they will be home or if they will be fried when they get there. Dealing with the present. Still disappointed. L just wanted to hug me and didn't have a whole lot to say. In connecting with someone long distance, words are close to all you've got. That and the connection inherent to the word connecting. Maybe I'm tired and need to crash again.
I saw a pic of someone in my trad that I had never seen before. Quite compelling. Either we should never meet(did you see the very short series the Others? It had two characters that couldn't touch without causing explosions, like that), or it'd remarkably magnetic. I am enough of a sadistic shit to want to know which it is.
*My post about how easy the Honey is... well, he is easy. We've had 14 years to work on that together. Thats a lot of time. He's a very practical bean. That helps too. I'm not easy. He just knows how to navigate better than anybody else. Do you find me confusing? Ask him. He might be able to help. He might just say "wtf is your problem? Leave her alone and let her figure it out." He probably thinks the latter is the former btw. Just sayin. I love him for a reason. Bunches and bunches of them actually.*
Good night world. "Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep, because my dreams are bursting at the seams." Owl City, Fireflies