the appt

went. Two biopsies. Managed to catch the nurse saying silver nitrate and went, *hey! Bad idea! Say something!* I have bad reactions to silver overall. Applying to my insides is not such a good plan. I wonder if that is why I had such a bad and long term reaction last year. Could probably find out if that is what they used by looking at the notes.

I was right. My energy was way sideways yesterday. Not dealing well with emotional needs, mine or demands from others. I really needed to be petted and cuddled and told that the evil violation of having pieces ripped out would not continue to be a physical problem. Urg.

Instead, I went to a work meeting, had taco bell for lunch, decided to treat myself with a chocolate malt, and regained my composure by painting Miss M's hair pink and sitting with BaconGirl while she was ill. BG decided that she needed orange hair instead of blue this time so that was obliged. I hand sewing the neckline binding on the red dress. It needs a hem and to finish the zipper seam now.

Other's emotional wobblies were dealt with by other people. Hurrah for multiple support systems. I avoided sitting at home alone yesterday, which would have been disastrous despite my mother thinking its "the thing" to do. Had some social time and balanced myself out again. Good plan over all.

Have no timeline on when any results will be back from the tests. Really, that's not something I'm worried about. :)

Jason Mraz and tips

Show coming up! I have tickets! This is way cool.

Been on his mailing list for some time. While this is not cooler than having tickets to his show, it does point me at things that are pretty damn cool overall. Ex; He has page where he journals about stuff. The post he made yesterday was about tips his brother gave him. See, his brother works for an airline and apparently lots of people take for granted the ability to fly in airplanes, "like bank tubes carrying precious fleshy cargoes."

Tips like, we can see you coming from a mile away, whether we will be nice and accommodating or totally unhelpful is completely up to your attitude. Anything you can't bear to live without, take on the plane with you cause luggage is sometimes lost. "When checking bags it is truer than it is false, that fragile stickers encourage baggage handler to care less about your baggage." I mean really, I get that. Here I am doing my job to the best of my ability and someone comes along with a bright orange reminder to treat *their* stuff better than I treat everyone else's? Spit on that! Oops, it fell off the loading ramp. He suggested a sticker with a thank you on it instead. Reminders that when your flight is delayed, the staff is delayed too, take it easy on them. Be as self sufficient as you can be printing your boarding pass at home and using the self-check in kiosks.

How effin cool is this guy?

http://jasonmraz.com/index.php#/journal/