Work

I talked with DrD today about the schedule. She is adamant that there has to be someone working massage 7 hours every day that the clinic is open. I don't feel that is healthy for anyone and told her so. She did give me leave to jumble the schedule around and see what can be done to get us all on a schedule where it'll be easier ot take care of ourselves and still have a paycheck.

I'd like some positive support on this one. I really love this job. Its a great place to be. One facet of it is hindering my self care though. I will move on if I have to but I'd rather help this job morph into something good for me.

luxury

I would really really like ot have a loud screaming fight right now. Sadly that is a luxury I cannot afford. Why do I not do this? The energy expenditure that it would require just isn't worth the price. Its so much easier to keep a level head when your health depends on it.