discovery

I figured out what I need to forgive myself for. I didn't trust myself. I have learned that lesson well. I will trust myself and my judgment because I have given up self doubt. I know how to take care of myself. I can forgive myself not not trusting my own thoughts, feelings, and perceptions. Makes it much easier to be in my own skin.

Took me quite a while and some extra help to be able to get to this place. Its been good for me. I was given the opportunity for an out a while back and decided not to take it. I'm glad I didn't no matter the discomfort I have had to live through to get to this place. :)