Good Morning World

Its Sat. Round about 9am. I slept. I dreamt about snow storms. Bad ones. We were camping. I was completely prepared. It felt good.

Going to the farmers market this morning. They finally have the elderberry honey bottled. It is important to me to have some of this. I discovered it last year and wow did I fall in love. It is more entrancing than the elderflower juice.

Need to get cat food. Leaving tomorrow and I would be in the shit house if I didn't get them food before I left. I will also be in the shit house if I don't remember to put new littler in the litter box. I'll check the water before I head out.

I've talked about having my claws cut off before. That was merely clipped compared to how they look now. For the first time in over 6 years I can see the ends of my fingers past my nails. I feel like a cat who has been declawed, like part of the finger is missing. They are tools that I don't enjoy being without. I'll learn to live with it. Though I doubt I'll ever really like it.

Headed out in the morning tomorrow for Denver. I'm looking forward to it even though I'm not really ready to leave yet. I have started packing. It shouldn't take too long.

Pale pearl green fingernail polish does not look green on my fingers. But the pale green pearl I have doesn't look particularly green either. It is, they are. Still trying to connect with the green pearl/mermaid energy I was introduced to in March. That may be an ongoing lesson thing like the dragon is.

Time to get going on the day.

Love, Amy

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Sent home early for the second day in a row. Apparently the fair is bad business for everyone but the fair itself. its ok though. I'll survive the extra time to get ready to leave.

Wish I were in KC today helping berkie. I'll be there Friday I know, but I wanna be there now.

Tomorrow I leave for Denver. I get to go see the Honey in CO for a change. We're going to the Garden of the Gods tomorrow. I'm really looking forward to having the next week mostly off.

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Three. Three more hours until this day is over. Until the purposeless days are done. I will have time off, a week for vacation and then I will have school. *sob* I am so tired of sleeping alone. With school I will have studying to do into the night. Oh how hard this summer has been. Testing my endurance in so many ways. I have weathered it though. I have taken care of myself through it all. I have finished one task and am waiting with held breath for the birthing of the next. So many times that I care not to count I have sat here in tears. I am so tired. It will be easier to bear with school to think on. So many things to learn. No time to focus on sleeping alone.

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and then a little minx helps me to smile again. Or is she a lynx? I can't quite remember.