afraid, please help

[hypatia42]

Anyone able, I am gonna need energetic support today. Dr has asked something of me that I'm pretty sure is outside my daily spoon allowance. Trying to stay calm and draw energy as I'm supposed to, stay centered and all, but its hard when I am so afraid of the potential repercussions to my body and state of mind.

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[bleuberi21.livejournal.com]

*hug* Sending. Love you.

[siriciryon.livejournal.com]

Sending and open. Pull what you need.

[rougewench.livejournal.com]

When it comes to anything that is medical, try to stay completely focused on the idea that it isn't anything until you are told definitively that it is something.

The fear that comes with possibilities is infinitely worse than the reality of any medical condition. Once you know what is real, you can then allocate what is necessary to actually deal with what is to hand.

You will remain in my thoughts as you pass through this experience.


D.

I believe

[krkhst.livejournal.com]

That it could be that the Doctor she works with (a chiropractor I think?) has asked her for something work wise that is taxing her energetically rather than a diagnosis type issue.....

[hypatia42.livejournal.com]

It is the Dr that I work for. She's asking me to do things that I'm pretty sure are not such a good idea for my body. MIght be ok for other's bodies but I kinda doubt it. giving 13 massages in one day just doesn't strike me as healthy for anybody.

[rougewench.livejournal.com]

Ah, that is an altogether different problem.

Indeed as a massage therapist, you would need to conserve physical and energetic resources to be able to deal with the toll it takes on your body, mind and spirit.


D.

[lapiswitch.livejournal.com]

Okay, 13 sounds like a lot to me. I'm assuming that each one is at least 30 mins. That's at least 6.5 hours of very physical work and for you very energetic work too. I don't know that would be okay for anybody's body.

[onyxtwilight.livejournal.com]

Thirteen, even short ones, is RIDICULOUS. Unless they're 15-minute chair massages, with breaks in between, and even then.

No fucking way.

[libwitch.livejournal.com]

ah. I suspect,t hough, you have strength and capabilities that go far beyond what you suspect here. Perhaps she sees it in you.

[rowangolightly.livejournal.com]

Yep, sending....

Breathe honey!

[jasminewind.livejournal.com]

*energy for you*

[ixtli-awakening.livejournal.com]

fortunately, hugs require no postage to go interstate. and i'll see you this weekend! you can do it!

[thista.livejournal.com]

I hope everything went well. I'm sorry I didn't see this until now. My thoughts are with you, and extra love if you still need it.

[gaiagirldr47ik2.livejournal.com]

Sending as of midnight. I will see you soon!