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Communcation
The continuing saga of Amy figuring shit out. Other people do not communicate the way I do. Assuming that their communication networks and interactions are like mine is a surefire way to get *bad* things to happen. I have had this blow up in my face to my major confusion more than once.
Feeling like I have failed at communication is really really hard on me. Feeling like I have to give up on communication because it just isn't working is even harder.
If I have gotten to the point of not trusting someone's communication with me... I don't know how to forgive and forget that. I don't know how to move past it.
G: "For someone who works with a love goddess and who has so much capacity for understanding, there is no forgivness in you." Me,"No. No I don't." G,"I don't see how that can be."
I have never said I was an good at forgivness. In fact, I have said over and over that I am not good at it.
Feeling like I have failed at communication is really really hard on me. Feeling like I have to give up on communication because it just isn't working is even harder.
If I have gotten to the point of not trusting someone's communication with me... I don't know how to forgive and forget that. I don't know how to move past it.
G: "For someone who works with a love goddess and who has so much capacity for understanding, there is no forgivness in you." Me,"No. No I don't." G,"I don't see how that can be."
I have never said I was an good at forgivness. In fact, I have said over and over that I am not good at it.
Forgiveness
Re: Forgiveness