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the girl has had her pill. I'm glad the Honey is home this week cause, while I have yet to completely forget, sometimes it has been 3am before I remembered.
I got blown a kiss.
I got shown how much I am thought of and impact I don't have. Ouch. Not sure why that hurts given the situation but it does. I guess because I see it differently.
Robin Hood -- Disney version
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder," Hen
"Or forgetful," Fox
Two very interesting people born tomorrow. I like working on both of them. One of them I love deeply. The other lives across the street.
I need to think more and write more about thoughts. Phrases like "if I'm not anything you want to provide for what do I provide for you?" keep popping into my head.
I'm exhausted. Listening to my body means knowing how hard it is for me to be working right now. I need more touch. I need to be allowed to speak my mind. I need to be allowed a lot of things. I need to allow myself these things. I'm not sure how to do the touch thing as I know I need that and it requires others but we'll see.
Bed calls. Kitty Cat has been sleeping on me and I think it is improving my slept hours in a night.
I am not going to the baseball game tomorrow. I am going to bed.
I got blown a kiss.
I got shown how much I am thought of and impact I don't have. Ouch. Not sure why that hurts given the situation but it does. I guess because I see it differently.
Robin Hood -- Disney version
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder," Hen
"Or forgetful," Fox
Two very interesting people born tomorrow. I like working on both of them. One of them I love deeply. The other lives across the street.
I need to think more and write more about thoughts. Phrases like "if I'm not anything you want to provide for what do I provide for you?" keep popping into my head.
I'm exhausted. Listening to my body means knowing how hard it is for me to be working right now. I need more touch. I need to be allowed to speak my mind. I need to be allowed a lot of things. I need to allow myself these things. I'm not sure how to do the touch thing as I know I need that and it requires others but we'll see.
Bed calls. Kitty Cat has been sleeping on me and I think it is improving my slept hours in a night.
I am not going to the baseball game tomorrow. I am going to bed.