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in need
of a specific kind of party.
I discovered last night that I am beyond my emotional ...I can't even think of a word. I'm tapped out. I've been providing so much for so long and not getting what I need in return that I'm done. I'm fragile and brittle and irritable and borderline non-functional.
I am so done. Do not want. I'm ready for someone to just make it better already. Not going to happen but gosh it would be nice.
Sitting here trying to come up with *something* I can do for myself to help this get better. Curling up in a ball and sobbing just isn't on the menu today. Maybe I can schedule that in on Tuesday morning after my dentist appointment.
I discovered last night that I am beyond my emotional ...I can't even think of a word. I'm tapped out. I've been providing so much for so long and not getting what I need in return that I'm done. I'm fragile and brittle and irritable and borderline non-functional.
I am so done. Do not want. I'm ready for someone to just make it better already. Not going to happen but gosh it would be nice.
Sitting here trying to come up with *something* I can do for myself to help this get better. Curling up in a ball and sobbing just isn't on the menu today. Maybe I can schedule that in on Tuesday morning after my dentist appointment.