hypatia42 | (no subject)

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Ah the temptation to drink myself silly tonight after clinic is strong. My sensible nature will prevent that though.

I'd like to take a moment to express my dearest love and affection for my husband. He is wonderful. I would not have been so composed last week if not for his presence and calming effect on me. Loving support is a wondrous thing.

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I don't need you to give me anything, just listening and hearing is enough. Do you need anything?

S~

Potentially some talking time. I find myself in a position I don't quite know how to handle. Mostly feeling the whole good enough thing some more. Why isn't my best good enough to get the job done, prevent people from getting hurt, communicate clearly, etc... Not sure where this round is coming from except I thought I had done everything I needed to do and I find out I was wrong. How do I reach out and trust again? How do I feel safe with other's self honesty level so I don't get hurt again. I dunno if this is making any sense but its been a helluva week.

Tomorrow night is a challenge for me time-wise but the rest of the week after dinner I'm available for chatting. Let's do that this week as I think I hear you and I may have insights that are helpful and if I don't, it will be good to talk anyway.

love you
S~

Alright. I'll set myself a reminder. Otherwise, I'll forget. What time is dinner so I don't interrupt?

Pretty much after 7 I'm free Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. I can call you as well, darlin ;-)

S~

7 on Wed. Its in my calendar. Barring a dead phone I should be able to call you.

Muwah!

Talk to you then
S~

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