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I realized yesterday that I will not be able to attend FSG next year because I will be in school. This year's hasn't even happened yet and I am already mourning the fact that I cannot go next year. I am sacrificing a lot to be able to do this program. I know it is a good program for me and the school will work for me. I'll have a place to go when the Honey is out of town. I'll have things I can get involved in and new people to know. It will still be a very hard year for me. I am going to do it. I am going to do it well. So mote it be.

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Stressing a lot in the past few days. Lots and lots going on in my life right now. Lots of things I need to get done and make sure get handled in a relatively short period of time. I've been having to nap everyday just to not burn out completely. Hit a breaking point today and figured out what it is that has been bugging me. I have to trust that the Honey will do what he says he is going to do.