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Michael leaves for Paris in a little over 2 hours. He is only gone for a week this time but I am feeling depleted and down at the outset. I'm not looking forward to this week you might say. I had hoped that I would be able to go visit someone else for a part of this week but work schedules being what they are didn't match up well enough to make that happen. One step at a time, one day at a time.

The original plan for Michael to be gone the first two weeks in October and I was to fly to Dublin to visit friends. He would have met us for a long weekend and then gone on to London. We decided that wasn't wise if we truly want to go to Costa Rica next spring for his 40th. His trip got moved and shortened which is good. But, the decision to not have me go with for this trip is leaving me feeling lost and without connection.

In true ADD style I lost two of the scripts for my ADD meds. These are the kind that CANNOT be replaced if you lose them so I'm scraping by until December. A different system must be devised if I am going to continue to be on meds that are restricted from electronic transfer in the future.

It has been a rather gray fall so far. I can't say I am thrilled about where my brain is at. I don't know what to think or how to manage this right now. I keep wanting a hammock in a sauna with a sun lamp. I don't have one of those handy. I recognize that is some people's version of hell but I'm me and it is what I want. Cuddles and pets would not go amiss.

Paris

Mar. 3rd, 2011 05:53 pm
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Watching Sabrina this later afternoon. A few small things over the past couple of days and then this movie and I am deeply missing Paris again. "They work just as hard as everyone but they know when to stop and to enjoy life." I wish I could say I missed Greece as much but I was physically ill for so much of that trip I don't have the same sorts of fond memories. I was allowed to explore at my leisure in Paris. I got to choose where I went and how long I stayed. I walked and walked and saw so many things, beautiful things. I want to go back. I want to see more. I want to sink into Paris until I feel it in my bones. The people were wonderful, the views breathtaking, ...it even snowed for me.
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there were no pics from day three. If you check the tags section and look for Paris it kinda explains why.

http://gallery.me.com/hypatia42#100193&view=null&bgcolor=black&sel=17
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http://gallery.me.com/hypatia42#100176

Pics cause I'm a space case and forgot that I hadn't posted these yet. I think I wrote up my daiuly adventures if you grab the Paris tags.
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the next several posts are from what I wrote in my paper journal because I didn't have a net connection and a computer wandering around Paris.

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